This site is created as an outlet for a regular guy's life studying God's words.  I am no pastor - just a guy living a life that seems like it has more pain than most people have to deal with.  In the midst of pain, we tend to search for answers.  The only place I can figure out answers was to turn my eyes to God and ask Him what's up with all these problems, these terrible diagnoses, these never ending lawsuits, this life that hurts in a world that seems to be falling to pieces.  God responded to my cries and so I started writing as He started talking to my soul.  I hope there is something in this for you.  God has certainly explained Himself and this life He chose for me as I poured myself into His words.